by G. Jack Urso
Generally, inmates do not discuss their crimes, but rather
what were their charges and sentences. However, some inmates, in an
attempt to assert alpha male dominance over we poor civilians, will volunteer
such information in an attempt to play on our fears and gain some sort of
psychological advantage. They do this simply out of boredom as much as bad intent.
At Hudson Correctional Facility, where I worked in the early 1990s, DJ, a porter on the office block, was winding down his
time and preparing to be released. Attempting to intimidate a young, recent college grad, DJ revealed
within the small confines of my office that he was sent to prison because he
was convicted of manslaughter and a young college kid like me could never
understand his world. His look was intense.
I knew DJ’s game. Even though he was a student in our
college program, DJ had a general hostility towards me. Perhaps that was
because I replaced the pretty blond who preceded me in the job.
I didn’t like getting played for someone’s entertainment, so
I called his bluff. “Oh yeah, what did you do?”
DJ rose to the challenge and explained he beat a man nearly to the
point of death and left the scene of the crime. By the time he got home someone
called to tell him his victim was still alive, so DJ said he grabbed a baseball
bat and went back to finish the job.
“Oh.” I replied, trying to act cool. There I was, alone in a
small office with a convicted murderer who just told me he killed a man with a
bat just to make sure he stayed dead. What could I say in such a situation to
maintain my authority and defuse the tension?
After an awkward pause, I ventured to ask, “Aluminum, wood,
or whiffle?”
DJ, surprised at my response, grunted a suppressed, “Ha!” It was a disturbing kind of half-laugh that can only come from a
sociopath pretending to be normal, but generally we got along after that, or at least that’s what he let
me think. Some of you may disagree with my approach; however, I find it
advantageous to maintain a sense of humor when alone in a room with a
psycho-killer.
To DJ’s credit, he completed college, earned his degree, and
according to the New York State Department of Corrections has never returned
to the prison system in nearly twenty years, at least in New York State.
For the curious, it was wood . . . a Louisville Slugger.
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DJ,
far right, at his graduation from the Sage Junior College of Albany at Hudson
Correctional Facility, May 1991 (author's collection). |